You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother's womb. Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous - how well I know it. You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. How precious are your thoughts about me, O God. They cannot be numbered! I can't even count them; they outnumber the grains of sand! And when I wake up, you are still with me!
Psalm 139:13-18

Friday, December 11, 2009

Day 24: 2/2/2009

Today we found out that we are pregnant! I have NEVER been happier! I've been waiting my whole life to be a mommy and it's finally happening... crazy. I stayed home from work today because I thought that I had the flu (which, it turns out, I actually do have; in addition to the baby bug). Then I suddenly had the thought, "Well, maybe I'm pregnant?!" So, I took a pregnancy test and only one line showed up (negative). I said to myself, "It's okay, Sarah. One day you'll have a baby. It's okay." I felt so let down because I've wanted you for so long (Way before I even started trying to have you!). I left the bathroom for a couple of minutes, and when I went back to throw the test away, I saw a very very faint second line. I thought that my eyes were playing tricks on me! I immediately called your daddy to tell him the good news. He was REALLY excited! I then called my mommy (your Grandma) and she was also really excited. Last, but not least, I called your Aunt Bonny (my sister), and she was so happy! By the end of the day, everyone knew!

We feel a little nervous (because we want you to be healthy), but we mostly just feel excited!
We love you!

Love,
Mommy

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